"What I dream of is a man like a mirror."

every girl thinks about the kind of boyfriend she would like to have. that's natural.
even those who are happily taken think about the things they like about a boy and how these fit their current other half.

when I think about all this I realize that I once would like to meet a boy who has the same taste in things that I have.
I don't just mean his taste in music, movies of free time activities ( aka sitting cuddling on front of the tv screen drinking hot kakao with marshmallows) but also style-wise.

a guy that doesn't look out of place besides me on a picture.
but still, a man does not need to fit my style to please me. eventhough at least some kind of style is kind of important to me.
he has to care about his appearance at least a little bit.

what do you think?

we lived our lives in black.

I like lindsay. whatever one may say.

by the way, I try to sell some things I don't wear anymore. actually things I would never wear again in my lifetime because they dont't fit my style anymore. at all.

i only sell them within germany. in some cases I would sell them withing the european borders, just ask.

via I think


let's kick some asses legally at the moshpit ♪

my style still is not what i want it to be.
a lack of money and time is the most crucial reason for this.

i guess i will fully grown what i want to be just after i finished school and started working.
which would not lead me to a lot of money and time but i would not have the pressure anymore that school (or better my schoolmates) put me under. ok dont think they threaten me or anything. it is just that in school i like to blend in a bit more.
in my school are people who get deterred by a special appearance that i may have. people i still would like to know.
an example for this is me not wearing my favourite platform heels to school.

whatever let me just show you some pictures of some girls with awesome style.

via my awesome friend み

and again you can see that i am a huge sucker for black. love it.
people who are not used to it may not see what i love about those outfits.. but i hope some of you do since i am ill and too tired to explain it haha

ps: i may not attend the deine jugend concert today. unfortunately. as i said, i am ill. :(


I got a victim of mystery google and IMMD

since I am a picture loving person I will spare you a mass of text and just show you something

the first one is me some weeks ago. most important: accessories! I just love overloads of bracelets and rings.

unfortunately I always forget to note the source of the pictures I am saving. if you see something and remember, please tell me !

at least I know that the last one is via thefuckingfucks



R.I.P. Daul Kim.

I may have never been much interested in her but everytime I saw a picture of her, I was just stunned.

From her death, world suffers from a great loss.

I just can't help crying, reading her blog. Some updates contain things like "I will" and I just can't really realise that this will not ever happen.


a ♥ for blogs

Acutally, this is supposed to suppord german blogs but I don't see a way do avoid mentioning blogs fro foreign countries as well..
Especially finish blogs are a favourite of me ♥

Fashion Flux

Fashion Overdose Essi

Garbage Dress Zana

and also
Dies ist der Tiefpunkt der Höflichkeit


we were the sailors on the ship that sunk ♪

Sorry for the lack of entries.

School kept me busy with exams and reports and other schook work.
On thursday I will write an english exam and on friday I will hold a presentation in spanish.

After that, the vacations in berlin start and I will hopefully have time again for this.
Sorry again.


come baby let's make this exeption! ♪

I am literally just dying due to boredom right now. Why does this stupid episode of The Rachel Zoe Project take that long to load? I just started watching it (well I am at the 2nd episode..) and I want to go to bed already. School starts early tomorrow.

Anyways. I can use the time I have right now better than just sitting around and doing nothing.
As you guys surely have noticed is that I rarely post pictures from a special brand like from a catalogue or anything.
And I never posted any runway pictures either..
Hey all three lines started with an 'a' , yeah me!

but this time I do not have a choice. I must show you this.

First I layed an eye on this on Kindom of Style and saved the link to post it here. I just did not know when I will have time.

If I knew this shade of nude would fit me in any way I would start to save up to buy this beauty, but unfortunately I know I would not be able to get the best out of it. This way I still can admire it from far...

Ah damnit this post took quite much time but still the episode did not load that much further.. I guess I will just skip it and watch it tomorrow. Sounds like a good idea tu me, huh?

Good night sweethearts ♥


I got the mic and you got the moshpit ♪

I started to translate my posts into english since I feel the urgent need to practise more.
English still is one of the most beautiful languages in the world for me and sometimes I even feel it easier to express myself with than german. Strange since german is my mother tongue, huh?

Anyways, I am still not done with more than 3 entrys or such because of the lack of free time.. well there is free time but it is eaten up by watching True Blood online, watching O.C. California Season 2 and the radio play of Twilight*. All of then in english beause of the reasons I already explained. I plan to pass my A-levels in english. It's my major course.

Well here I bring some pictures to you I took today as I went to a cocoa picnic I prepared with my friend Marlene and Olga as surprise ! (You should really check out Marlenes blog!)

Olgas stuff and Marlene with her brand new Zara pregnant coat!

wearing H&M all over besides my necklace and two rings

creeeepy !

*p.s.: as for twilight I have to say I kind of enjoy listening,reading and watching it but looking at it for real makes me thing it is the worst crap ever. and actually, it is. everyone who thinks that twilight is a great novel more than a story about a masochistic barbie vampire wanting to eat this mental retarded girl is really fucked up. sorry but thats my opinion.