with long sleeves and far more eyeshadow. got my 8th tattoo last week. guess what it means?



when you have to wait around for other people

questions like "how should I keep my hair parting?" become so mind consuming.


not today

sorry no webcam pics for you today.

sunday ways great, yesterday was my birthday (23) and today I went to get tattooed - yaaaay !
still gotta work much though.




more than one

..reason why it got so silent on here.

1. Right now I am never the first one in office so I can't take any webcam pics without anyone seeing me goof around.

2. my phone is kinda broken shittyshitshitshit

3. my wallet got stolen so I am busy with getting my ID and all that back together.

perfect mug shot.



planning a big tattoo for my right thigh. my appointment is in two weeks. I am freaking out a bit.

also I decided that I want these areas to get some ink in the summer/autumn. 
I like the idea but got no motive yet and I don't need to rush things.



broke my phone's camera. Webcam + instagram oh yeah. 
and because my back is basically fucked and I may got Spinal disc herniation I was kinda down yesterday so I got myself a new vest and reonvented my TEAM WOLF vest.



webcam pics? oh yeah I know you love 'em

sometimes when you see another person in an outfit you really wanna wear it yourself. it's not even an inspiration, it's just obvious copying but hell, who cares.

and when you do it, when you recreate an outfit you liked on someone else, most of the time it won't feel right, it won't feel like it did when you looked at it on that other person for whatever reason - maybe you haven't got the right clothes to pull it off, maybe there's a key point missing, maybe you just found that other person so dazzling and beautiful that even when you wear the same stuff you won't ever feel yourself to be as pretty as them.

and sometimes you will like it.

but what the hell, just dance as you feel and everything will be fine.


second hand may be the best hand

not sure about the size though, seems either too small or too big. we'll see. maybe it'st just me that can only take shitty awkward webcam pics.

and why do those shops smell like they do?



here, have some webcam pictures of me. again.

yesterday I met with P. and exchanged my bomberjacket for this motorcycle jacket. I wanted one like these for ever now but with this I am still not sure.

you see, when you're big busted like I am no jacket ever fits you right. It's either too small on the breasts or too big on the shoulders and all this shit.

this one got some like.. 'bumps' I hope you can see it on the pictures but by taking many shitty webcam pics and running around in an empty office and looking into every reflecting surface made me like it.

your opinion?



help me ?

should I keep this bomberjacket? still not sure.

seems like this will end in something like a webcam blog? or just me when I am bored at work, who knows. and who the fuck cares anyway.