late night thoughts

sometimes, it 'shocks' (more like surprise but i miss the right word right now) me when i notice, that there are still 'kids' out there, getting into vk NOW.
some day i have to really realize that it wasn't a phase thing at the same time for everyone and that everyone got out of it long ago.
well, not everyone, but you get the point.

i loved that time and all my friends did, too but i don't now anyone anymore that's still into it, except for the music maybe.

and then i see pictures of 'kids' (the most of them are kids but we all know those creepy 30ish people on cons, right?) looking like we did back in the day, when we stil haven't got the hang of it and posing like we did. man, those were really emberassing pictures and they probably are still online and i wish nobody important ever sees them again, or something but when it comes down to it, i would stand behind what i did. because that still is my life i'm living and i wouldn't want to change anything.

sometimes i wish back those times.

i bet i'm not the only one out there thinking like that about their old 'scene'.

good morning boredom

changed my hairstyle

btw.
so i spent my time watching the hills. and then switched to the city because i love whitney and hate kristen. and miss lauren. i did that on mtv.com but now i can't watch the second season because i do not love in the fucking u.s. i mean w-t-h? are you kiddin' me? hate that. and i can't find a site that allows me to watch the season. hate hate hate. hate mtv right now and stupid copyright bullshit.

and yeah, that's me actually without any make up or kind of real hair styling. but without glasses, whoohoo.

btw

i will spend a week in london this summer. any tips or places i need to see or shops i need to visit?

my bag my bag my bag

my face looks horrible in this one. bet i was still thinking about a position when the photographer took it. gnaaaah.
it's from wednesday, when i went to a DIY event from Etsy with my friend Geany.

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ayways, in it you can see the bag i did at the event. it's nothing big but since i am a minimalist sometimes i just made one with my blogname and a 'n' on the upside.
they way i wrote the blogname was a little accident but i like it.

hamburg.

remember this post? yeah, but i do.
honestly i don't like hamburg much. i don't like the people or the city itself. blah. sorry but that's my opinion.

but i bought other shoes that those i posted about in feb.

i tried those on but i didn't really like them so i got these:

"What I dream of is a man like a mirror."

every girl thinks about the kind of boyfriend she would like to have. that's natural.
even those who are happily taken think about the things they like about a boy and how these fit their current other half.

when I think about all this I realize that I once would like to meet a boy who has the same taste in things that I have.
I don't just mean his taste in music, movies of free time activities ( aka sitting cuddling on front of the tv screen drinking hot kakao with marshmallows) but also style-wise.

a guy that doesn't look out of place besides me on a picture.
but still, a man does not need to fit my style to please me. eventhough at least some kind of style is kind of important to me.
he has to care about his appearance at least a little bit.

what do you think?

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SAY HELLO TO MY NEW BABY

I'm naming it Brody.

Rollei XS-8

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